I am restless.
I can’t concentrate on any one thing.
Is agitated the right word?
And it’s just out of my reach.
What is “it”?
What is it that I am trying to find?
Will I ever get there?
Will I even know when I do?
How do I find the stillness to stop and listen?
2011/07/07 at 6:36 pm
I’ve been feeling this way lately, too. I feel like I’ve got this world of possibilities (just little things like, say, meditation or yoga or something) in front of me, but endlessness of said possibilities overwhelms me to the point that I do… nothing. The same old same old, day in and day out. It feels like I’m the only one on the outside of an in joke. And I don’t like it one bit. >:-|
2011/07/07 at 7:10 pm
“It feels like I’m the only one on the outside of an in joke. And I don’t like it one bit. ”
That is exactly it! I’m outside looking in – in my own life. Thank you for showing me I’m not alone. xoxo