Well, after much agitation, and inner turmoil, I did it. I decided to post for the new position at the Gas ‘n Sip. I don’t know if anything will come of it – the wheels move glacially here – but I feel better knowing that I have stopped feeling the victim, and taken the step to doing something about it.
I also took the step of letting my manager know what I’ve done. I don’t know what I expected, but what I got was “Ok. Thanks for letting me know.”
Either way, I do know that the disparity of my situation was making me short-tempered and resentful and preventing me from doing my best work. And that is not okay. I am better than that. My employer deserves better from me. And hopefully, this step will help me to do better.
I’ll keep you posted.
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Chibi Jeebs
Wheeee! Good luck, love! 😀
Mo
Good for you! No matter how it works out, you took the steps to move forward and that’s always a good thing. Good luck!
magandmoo
Thank you. I stewed all week about it before I posted. It took a huge weight off, just for knowing I’ve tried to do something about it.
Debra
Excited for you! i love those days before you know one way or the other because every day is filled with hope.
I’m pulling for great things to happen for you. xo
magandmoo
Thank you, my dear. I haven’t heard anything, but at least I have done *something*!